Perhaps I Think Too Much

Yesterday night can't really sleep well
knowing somethings that I haven't settle
I m not avoiding from the problem...
just dun wanna simply think so much on it
cause I realize is me myself who making out the pressure on me...
getting know you i getting know myself more...
getting to give myself an aim...
getting to give myself an expectation
And is not you who high expectation
but me....
Wanna give you the best...
feeling stress on it...

Every human do have pressure
I am pretty sure
Pressure can come in different way
maybe in relation, working
or his or her the other part
family, friends and others
And this kind of pressure will never end until the end of your life
But it just depends on how one's going to release all this pressure
Some may chose to avoid
that's the last time me
but now I'm not.

I would rather think rationale
thinking the main cause of this pressure
As for yesterday I know it would be mine problem
That's why i need time to think through myself clearly...
instead of letting this pressure driven me emotional...
turning me into a FUCKING IDIOT