Trust

A trust in a relation is very important. It’s not just in relation, in family, friends or or anyone you know. Once a people losing their trust on you, it is very hard for you to gain it back. Instead it is very easy for you to make somebody dun trust you. Who will never lies? I bet every single people in this world will lie, just depends on what they lies and how serious on it. Somebody lie for good reason, some lie just to cover their bad or some just lie for nothing. Someone that very close with you, will feel very disappointed on you when you lie on them. They will feel their trust on you is just bullshit. Being threatened in that way. No people will can accept it.

For those who have lie and never felt sorry for what he did…. I bet his life is just full of lies and so to the people around him. Definitely with the fake heart as well. Just to take benefit from you.

For those who have lie and wanna make someone to trust you back. It is definitely not that easy things. But it depends also. For me, I have disappointed my love one before, my family as well.

To my love one, what I did the most wrong is I have disappointed her trust on me, my love towards her, making her phobia that I will flirt to other girls as well. Even though that incident happened in years ago, but till now it is still very hard for her to trust me back. Yet this not the hardest, your patient is the biggest challenge. Everything I do now, I need to explain it very well to her. And is not because she is a controlling GF or what, all this is because of what I have done previously. That’s why once and once again I explain the same things without losing patient. Or else it will become an argument which I hate most. Even is just a small matter, but once I never explain it clearly, or I explain it emotionally it would become very very worst. Anyway I will still go through it without losing patient. I believe one day you will trust me back. I believe I can.

To my family, my studies was the most disappointed things for them. I have wasted one year study on a wrong course. Never study nicely. Always lie, playing truant and going out. Wasting their money. Never plan nicely and don’t even have an aim for my future. Always say I have study, instead I am just playing around. Anyway this have change since this year, I can really slowly gain back their trust towards me. This will do when you have know your wrong and making a change on it.

Never Lies… It will only make things worst… seriously…

Change It All.Coffee-coloured eyes burnt to the back of my brain,
Knowing that nothing will ever be the same.
Lend me your eyes and I’ll change what you’ve seen,
I don’t wish to die without my slate fully clean.
Please, my love, spare me your dreams,
For that recently mine have been tearing the seams.
I filled you with hope; I filled you with lies –
How did you find any truth in my eyes?
For from this heartache you cannot hide,
Go pray to the god that you’ve always denied.
I’ll wrap the shadows around me like a cloak,
As I step away from the noose and watch you choke.
Lend me your eyes and I’ll change what you’ve seen,
I don’t wish to die without my slate fully clean.